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So, Mark has literally just left the Greyhound station here in Toledo. I'm trying really hard not to cry. I missed him before he even got on the bus. Two weeks went by way too fast.
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Happy New Year everyone!
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[21 Dec 2006|01:35pm] |
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Mark will be here in T-minus four hours. YAY!!!!!
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[20 Dec 2006|03:12pm] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Tuesday I donated bone marrow to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) vonfaustus in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In May I bought porn for hydrashok (10 points). In August I set turkeygirl's puppy on fire (-66 points). In July I pulled rev_lucifer's hair (-5 points). Last Sunday I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-461 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
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[20 Dec 2006|02:55pm] |
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Hopefully, tomorrow Mark shall be here. I really, really, really hope he's able to get the money to get his ticket by tonight. I don't want to wait until February to see him. It's already been almost a year. I want my Wolf...
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[23 Nov 2006|02:54pm] |
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HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!
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[01 Nov 2006|06:41pm] |
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Oh. My. Gods. I'm 165.5! In a month!!
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[31 Oct 2006|10:14am] |
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!
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[28 Oct 2006|02:13pm] |
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Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday to me.
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[27 Sep 2006|02:59pm] |
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In two years, I have gone from a size 18 to a size 13. Weighed myself on a whim. 173.5. I broke 180 and have never felt better.
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[18 Sep 2006|03:26pm] |
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I think I'm lost...
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| WTF?! |
[07 Sep 2006|12:42pm] |
Yeah, so I'm tired of trying to call people and never getting an answer. My friends who live only an hour away have forgotten me. Hell, they don't even mention me anymore. Wonderful. And I still have stuff down there that I need to get. Wonderful.
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Fuckity, fuck, fuck. Fuck you.
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Argh. No more binge drinking for me. Bad things happen.
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Anyone willing to give me a ride down to Bellevue so I can get my stuff?
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My head hurts... Can I just sleep all day? I hate this....
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[17 Aug 2006|01:07pm] |
I think I've been forgotten by my friends...
Oh well, not forgotten by Mark, which is good.
I've been a bad, bad flirt these past few weeks. Shame on me.
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| Timely Deliverance |
[14 Jul 2006|01:42pm] |
I April, I went to a group shoot in the city where I now reside. I had a great time, and everything seemed to go well for me. I got to meet some new people, models and photographers both. It was fun.
Since then, I have received photos from only two of the five or six photographers that I had the pleasure of working with that weekend. Of the two, one sent me photos via email, thoug only half the set - I received the other part yesterday. Those were the first I received and shortly after the shoot.
A month later, I moved tot his city, making sure to send my new address to all the photographers I had worked with. I also kept checking back with the family I had been staying with to see if anything had arrived in the mail for me... Nothing.
So I waited a few weeks and then started sending messages to the photographers I hadn't received anything from. I got a few responses saying they would be sending me something within the wek. During this time, I scheduled a photo shoot with a local photogrpaher, hoping to take my mind off not having photos from April. By this time, friends of mine had already received most or all of there photos by the second or third week after the shoot. Still nothing had arrived in the mail. Though at the end of May I visited my friend IvyLynn and received a CD from one of my photographers at the April shoot. My first solid set since then.
Over the next few weeks I sent more messages to the rest of the photographers, asking if they had sent anything out. I got replies of being busy, broken computers, even procrastination, but that they would put me at the top of their lists and send photos within the week or so.
It is now the middle of July and I still have not received CDs or even samples from the remaining photographers. Though the latter didn't even cross my mind until just now.
This isn't my saying I'm more important than anyone else. I know how busy a person, whether model or photographer, can get. Not only with this, but every day things too. One photographer told me that he likes to keep busy because it keeps him out of trouble. Or it does most of the time anyway. I understand this, I do, but shouldn't there be some sort of priority when it comes to getting anyone their photos?
Another photographer I know said this recently: "TFPCD means you get CD's (in a timely manner) from the shoots you were involved in." By what standard are we setting a 'timely manner'? I pose this question to all photographers and models, old and new. What is considered timely?
From where I'm sitting, three months doesn't constitute as timely. I apologize if I'm out of line, but I honestly don't think I am.
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| Happy Happy Birthday!!! |
[10 Jul 2006|12:02pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LYNNIE!!!
Er... that would be ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) Lynn's birthday.
She's an old bitty!!!
Just Kidding!
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| Grrrr.... |
[05 Jul 2006|01:15pm] |
Okay, so it's been nearly a week and I still haven't gotten my paycheck from work. I've gotten an advance, but forty dollars only gets one so far and I have a powerful urge to eat sometime this month. That, get myself a damn phone, maybe some new clothes, put money towards the cable bill. You know, the normal everyday stuff that I haven't done since I moved to Toledo. I haven't actually gone grocery shopping, I've just gone across the street to the Lucky Dollar Mart and gotten a few things here and there, but no actually groceries.
If my check doesn't come, then I'm out about $140 give or take. That's food and money towards the cable. This hasn't happened before. I've gotten every other check before. Though, the zip code did just change. But that still shouldn't have anything to do with it. We should still be getting mail for up to a year with the old zip code. So why hasn't my check arrived yet? I have no idea. But if it doesn't show soon... I don't know. I just don't know.
I've got a whole $20 to my name until my next check comes. I don't particularly want to get another advance, but this is bullshit. And I can't get a bank account because I don't have two forms of ID. I have bad credit. Et cetera, et cetera. All I want is a savings account, that's all. Why the hell do they need to do a credit check for that?!
Just... grrr.... I want my check, I want to be able to eat... Hell, I just want to be able to have money and not worry about this anymore. This... sucks.
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| Happy Happy Birthday!! |
[19 Jun 2006|12:28pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WOLF!!!
Er... that would be Mark's birthday.
He's an old bugger at the age of 22. Heh. I got to talk to him today and wake not only him, but his dad, up as well... Oops. But I got to talk to him, so YAY!
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[26 May 2006|01:55pm] |
I am now a member of the working class again. Finally. I wnet in for an interview yesterday at a bar/restaurant called Manhattan's. About an hour later I returned and was asked to stay for training. About two hours later I went home, then came back in at 5:30 for my shift which I didn't get off of until nearly 1 in the morning. I'm a dishwasher. A dishwasher! I know I can do better than that, but for now I'm just glad I got the job. It means moeny for me and an awesome discount while working. I get 50% off something when working, and then 25% off when not which includes me and up to three guests. My only complaint... I'm sore as all hell.
And a happy beltaed birthday to mine sis. She turned 23 yesterday! Wow... it was an Erisian day all around for her...
[Edit: I'm not ashamed of being a dishwasher. It's just that I know I can do better than that, hence keeping my eyes open and still looking. Though, honestly, I actually like it... -shifty- I've gotten more compliments in two days working there, than I did in any of my past jobs. Which is freaky.]
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